this ones for your lovely smile

haaashhhhhhhh :) this is moments after u log off n kya kahyal still playing. For long i have a wish to write a thing bout u ,but alas if i write and if you wudnt read it then its of not much use right ? iam a leo after all :).

so people this is a story that just happened .we for the better half of our life plan the life that's going to unfold trying to have a say ,trying to win a upper hand over this strange phenomenon that's life and emotions but alas i find my self as one of those fortunate ones that did experience bizarre ,the pleasantness of the occurring left me in the awe of all that took its course all so naturally. i shared all the excitement all the fears all the bewilderment but it kept unfolding. It took me and her to levels we never ever thought were possible , to the point that we still struggle to grapple with the fact that wow ! it is real :)

Acquaintance - friends and a .(full stop) thats what it was for all the time we had the oppurtunity to go everywhere that's all that it was back then :o. 

For all those who start reaching to conclusions reading this .let me shatter your assumption that i do not desire any consequence ,no i dont want a result .for this once i have with conscious effort lived with this feel.like all humans i faltered ,even she has but i live happy in this feel,probably more happy about the fact that this something special happened while we wait for it all the while. 

for if u wondering that is this so strong a feel here is it the same there ? id say yes,she would say yes  :) . n even if its a no i already said i dont want a consequence :p . for the very fact that this is here and i speak of it its worth every feel i went through :)

so as destiny may have it ,it shall. for now gal we are good :D all my love .

THERE ARE MANY GOD BUT ONLY ONE SACHIN

Tickets booked for your match on 20.04.2011 MI vs PW @ wankhade ur booking id is : 123456789 Thank you for booking you tickets with bookmyshow.com !!!!! here i was staring at this text i got from my friend wondering shud i bless him or curse him !! Bless him for the obvious kind ans oh so thoughtful reasons and curse him for the call that followed that text which was less inviting and more on the threatening side asking me to make my presence felt on time on that day or else the consequences will not be bearable :o ,the threat was valid if you look into my past records.
Late night of 19.04.2011- i had completely forgot that a match awaits-no tickets ,no planning,friend frantically trying to get through while i was on a long call .Finally we talked n i was threatened again and i said ok il be there dont know how which train but il be there for your 4pm match.

20.04.2011- 7am "im too late for the 7:15 train" sleep..8am " shit man even 8:30 gone,il surely get the 9:45am " next i wake up at 9:10 "fuk fuk fuk...m not making it today "i call him and before i say a word there's this barrage of new innovative highly skilled guy abusing the living life out of me!! scared i log on to indianrailways.gov.in i bless my lord there was a train at 10:45 which will let me reach the stadium just in time .i finally did catch that train and i reached Wankhade at 3:45pm.The atmosphere right from the churchgate was Electric and blue ...i was here as a PUNE warrior supporter ,Sachin has the right to toy with anything he wants so besides him all was BLACK for the PW for me.

Gate No.4 Sachin Tendulkar stand - Thats where we had our tickets booked .My dear gentle friend arrived half an hour late and by the time i sat PW were 34-4 !! what a sad start ..but there he was god with his Orange cap on marching his troops ..1st ball - you look around the stadium its a sea of blue with the chants M-A-L-I-N-G-A in the background as this weird hairdo guy with a deadly yorker fired one right in to Uthapa,safely played down dead to the pitch.
Match it self wasnt a scorcher went on in a slow pace slow even by T20 standards .Chasing down 119 as a target did not even excite The craftsman but he sure didn't disappoint as there were a few glorious on drives few pulls a nice cover drive and the he holed out in the deep trying to clear the field. Content i had seen HIM bat the match was over for me .
I had this wild idea while talking to my cousin and iam actually thinking of doing it save enough for 2015 World cup and team travel ..what say ppl !!

IRRELEVANCE RULING

POST 2ND OF APRIL LIFE AGAIN GOT BACK TO THE SAME MODE OF IRRELEVANCE -STRONG WORD BUT SUITS THE FRAME OF MIND IAM IN.IN-CASE UR STILL WONDERING AS TO HOW WAS 2ND APRIL IMPORTANT - INDIA BECAME THE WORLD CHAMPIONS ON THAT DAY AND FOR THE NEXT 4 YEARS NOTHING GOIN 2 CHANGE DIS FEEL ,1992 1996 1999 2003 2007 QUITE A WAIT FOR ME AND A MILLION OTHERS(NOT BILLIONS FOR SURE).

I DON'T QUITE LIKE THIS TUSSLE GOING ON IN ME .I WORK ALMOST 9-9 MAINLY COZ AFTER 9PM I DNT QUITE HAV MUCH OF A AFTER WORK LIFE OR PPL TO MEET AND WORKIN FOR DIS REASON DOESNT MAKE ME FEEL COMFORTABLE COZ I SHUDVE BEEN TALKIN GROWTH N PROFITS AS REASONS.THIS IS WHERE THE IRRELEVANCE SPRINGS FROM WHY IS SUDDENLY EVERYTHING NOT SO IMPORTANT.I KNOW MY JOB IAM GOOD IT AT IT, I DO IT WELL TOO BUT DATS WAT IT STAYS FOR ME A "JOB TO BE DONE" CANT ATTACH ANYTHING MORE TO IT.
7 YRS FIERCELY INDEPENDENT YEARS CAN TAKE QUITE A TOLL ON UR FAMILY RELATIONS !! MAN ASK ME !! MY HABITS I GUESS ARE MORE TO BE BLAMED THAN ANYTHING ELSE.WHATEVER THEY SAY I DONT KNOW WHY I FIND IT IRRELEVANT!! MOM TRIES TO BREAK THE ICE ON MARRIAGE PART N HELL BREAKS LOOSE ..HAHAHA ..AGAIN I FIND DAT IRRELEVANT AT DIS STAGE IN MY LIFE WITH A COUPLE OF COUSINS ELDER TO ME IL PLAY SAFE !!
SOUND LIKE A LOOSER BUT I'AM NOT COZ IAM QUESTIONING MYSELF N WORKING ON HOW 2 CHANGE DIS FEEL ,SETTING NEW BIZ TARGETS,WILL WORK ON MY EXTRA CURRICULAR ACTIVITIES ,PLANNING TO GET BACK TO PLAYING CRICKET.SO LETS SEE HOW I FEEL IN A MONTHS TIME.
HOPEFULLY ALIVE N BUZZING .